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The only time I find myself on Tumblr is when I’m in a serious pit. Well what do you know I’ve fallen back in.
Something’s in between us. We’re no longer spontaneous, adventurous, overly loving, bootsy, or caring to another anymore. I lied, I destroyed what we’ve built. As she told me, “our relationship was created from a lie…”
Fuck. What have I done. Someone I’ve fallen in love with, someone I’ve found that makes me genuinely smile, someone I can call my everything… I’ve ruined with lies just to protect myself from fears.
Now here I am, sitting on the edge of her bed, beating myself to a pulp because I look at us now and remind myself that I’ve done this.
But things will get better… I’ll make them better for the both of us. I promise.